The end of July- I was at Mayo for 2 days of routine check-ups. My Dr had increased my methotrexate dose to the highest level because I was having so much inflammation. We were checking to see if it was working. I had X-rays, ultrasounds, MRIs, radioactive tests. I was feeling mostly good – got over 10,000 Fitbit steps, had dinner outside on the Peace Plaza- then watched outdoor entertainment. Life was good.
Next morning after first Dr appt – stood up and bam- I felt like I was hit over the head with a sledgehammer. I slowly left office starting to feel very warm. By the time I got down to main floor – I was freezing with chills. Went across the street to my room to try and nap till my next appt.
Within 10 minutes my fever was 105- My chills had turned to RIGORS – I was scared to death by then. I crawled to phone to call for car to take me to ER. Walked into ER and within 1 minute I was back in room. Doc said I presented with classic case of Sepsis. ( what the H is that)? Several bolus of fluid, MRI’s, X-rays- they finally knew the cause. At that point – I knew so little about Sepsis that I thought they were going to send me home! HAHA. By then, my BP was 70/35- I wasn’t going anywhere. I told hubs to stay home and not to drive the 2 hours down to Rochester. So I was alone, scared ( TERRIFIED), and very ill.
How did I go from this to that in less than 12 hours?
Instead of going home – they rolled me into a room. The FIRST thing I was asked was did I want a DNR! That’s when I first realized this just might be serious. Of course – I said YES – because at some point this just becomes too much.
Infectious Disease Drs started me on 2 IV antibiotics ( Boy was I glad I had CYP testing)! They were trying to get my temp down – and my BP up – but that took at least 50 hours.
Picture 5’ me rolled up into a tight ball for several days. This was the FIRST time I was in hospital since I had my kids. ( they are 46 and 51). It had been a long time. I didn’t care about anything except how do I get warm? I remember trying to get out of bed to hit the bathroom. They had a nurse stationed outside my room for the first 2 nights – and alarms would go off. In fact, the second night- I almost didn’t make it. They were icing me down and checking my vitals every 10 minutes ( or so I’m told). Because I have no recollection of any of this. I remember when hubs walked in and I saw the look of terror on his face. I thought once again – this just might be serious. But I just went back to sleep. This was me until the night before I left. Everything that week was just a blur.
Finally the meds started working and my blood stream was clear of infection. As soon as I could walk and make some sense they were going to send me home. After nearly a week – I was sent home. But I had to go to hospital every day for 2 weeks for IV’s of the potent antibiotic.
What is SEPSIS you ask? I will give you facts in another post because I know a few have had it from pneumonia and flu season is upon us. All of us should know a lot more about this – because we are immune compromised.
Mine was from GI infection. Ischemic Colitis. At my age I am very lucky to be alive. Statistically I had 72% of not making it. Also- after GI Sepsis – only 30% survive the first year. I’m having the after effects of the inflammation that was triggered by the blood stream infection- they are mostly cognitive issues and muscular strength and ability.
I’m going to PT twice a week – except sometimes I’m too tired to go – so I just sleep. Sleeping is mostly what I do. I have about 3-4 good hours in a day – sometimes more – sometimes less. I have hope that I will improve.
Later
C
4 Comments
Carol…. Thank You for posting! Thank You for sharing. May you get stronger every day. Xo Fellow Zebra
Thank you Randi
Wow! We are blessed you are still with us.
Thank you Mary